Navyblue-black evening

I AM WEARING MY NAVY BLUE BLAZER I GOT FROM
A LOCAL VINTAGE STORE
MY BLACK LEGGINGS AND PUMPS from Charlotte Russe.

Ambivalent Girl (Original Poem)

Confused soul

my mind is perplexed because i cant seem to know what i want

You make me laugh... well so does sponge bob

you tell me am beautiful... OK tell me something I don't know

Now if you were outside looking in, you would ask me.... what more do you want?

Well... i really don't know what i want

Is something wrong with that?

rhetorical question, I don't need your answer.

He's my sugar pie

he's everything to me

He makes a stupid comment

and i kick him to the curb...

Now if you were outside looking in, you would call me an ambivalent girl

Maybe that's exactly what i am.

But what the hell are you?

Rhetorical question I don't need your answer.

You may say its black or its white

I say its gray

what are you gonna do?

Choices seem to be the hardest thing for me

Cause with a man, you never know what to expect

And maybe that's exactly why i am that ambivalent girl.

Yes i speak cryptically

I have the right to a change of mind

pardon me if i know what i want... then some more

Its not the best thing...but lets see how far it takes me.

~Miatta M. Sandy